So I have been crazy tired this pregnancy and it's really hard to do my job and more importantly to be a good mom to Kayla. Because I'm tired I am also very cranky. I have to catch myself before exploding at simple things. My work doesn't know I'm pregnant yet and they have noticed how tired I am. I just want to wait until I'm past the scariest time and risk of miscarriage before I tell them. It's really frustrating to not be able to explain myself and I just have to plaster a smile on my face and hope for the best. I'm hoping this will past with time and that I will have more energy to keep up with my beautiful baby girl.
On another note I found out an old friend of mine just had a miscarriage. It broke my heart! I know how much she loves kids and wanted kids and she will be a good mommy. But of course it's hard to find the words to let that friend that you care. I don't know what she is going through and can't imagine. It has been on my mind for the past couple weeks of how to reach out to her but I just can't figure out what to do. It also freaks me out because I am about as pregnant as she was when she miscarried. I know it shouldn't freak me out but it does. Well that is what is on my mind of late and the things I'm working through.
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Congratulations! Heather told me that you were pregnant but she didn't know when you were due. November is a good month! Yeah! Another cousin!
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